This entry is from Kyle and what he felt about the “The Big C”
The C word is a terrible thing, there’s a great amount of fear with it.
When I got the call from Karen I started crying I was on a route and I thought ‘God have You forsaken me, have you forsaken us’. I didn’t know what to do. With everything I can do physically I just couldn’t do anything, I couldn’t fix it. And I was trying to think of the options and the only one that I could come up with was pray and believe.
The first thing I thought about was how helpless I was, I couldn’t even do anything. I didn’t even know what to say. The second thing was could it be possible that I could lose my wife?
Here I am this great big hulk of a man able to bench press 300 lbs and something like this ran me cold. I felt like a total numskull. Besides I didn’t have any life insurance on her yet Ha Ha. The only thing I could do is just pray for Karen and speak positive stuff as much as I could. Even with the call of God on my life as a prophet I didn’t see this one coming, I just felt so helpless.
But I did see something in Karen; she had something coming up in her. I believe it was Faith and that’s what I saw in my wife.
It seems like it was a thousand years ago that this happened but it was only a short time ago. We have not let this experience define who we are and we keep trusting and believing God.
Next M.E. – Gas Chambers
The C word is a terrible thing, there’s a great amount of fear with it.
When I got the call from Karen I started crying I was on a route and I thought ‘God have You forsaken me, have you forsaken us’. I didn’t know what to do. With everything I can do physically I just couldn’t do anything, I couldn’t fix it. And I was trying to think of the options and the only one that I could come up with was pray and believe.
The first thing I thought about was how helpless I was, I couldn’t even do anything. I didn’t even know what to say. The second thing was could it be possible that I could lose my wife?
Here I am this great big hulk of a man able to bench press 300 lbs and something like this ran me cold. I felt like a total numskull. Besides I didn’t have any life insurance on her yet Ha Ha. The only thing I could do is just pray for Karen and speak positive stuff as much as I could. Even with the call of God on my life as a prophet I didn’t see this one coming, I just felt so helpless.
But I did see something in Karen; she had something coming up in her. I believe it was Faith and that’s what I saw in my wife.
It seems like it was a thousand years ago that this happened but it was only a short time ago. We have not let this experience define who we are and we keep trusting and believing God.
Next M.E. – Gas Chambers
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